I need a voodoo doll with lot of pins please!!! Damn angry... kana badmouthed by a colleugue whom I thought was nice!! How stupid m I.. I really dont understand why some people have nothing better to do than "stabbing" people, for god sake, come stand in front of me if u really not happy about me!

Do you have to "act" in front of me then go to boss to gossip?? Are you a F**king recorder or parrot??!!! If simple mistakes can be cleared on our end, izzit really necessary for such "act"??

Have been in dilemma these few days...if given 2 choices, would u suffer in slience or be the devil and spell the shit out? Well, i choose to be the devil and guess what....the end answer that i gotten affected me strongly. Some ppl told me: "hey,after all...this has ended, why pull this person in wor? If I am in yr situation, I will bear it myself." Yes, they are right, i shouldnt bring this person in at all, after all....it is over...

Have u been in a situation whereby u feel wronged or u feel that: wtf! Why m I dealing with all these shit when this thing wasnt agreed by me in the first place?? Nobody believe that one will be so stupid to do anything for the loved one and yes....although logically it gotten benefit me but the ordeal i have to survived? Is miserable, i know it cause i went through....the stress that contributed..... i nearly break down during that first module... my friends and manager feel that I take it (study) too hard...demanding good result...yes, i am that kind of person... and yes, i admit...i cant take stress...and yes, i admit.. i am super 小woman....feel that this person is def right in his own way of handling matter...

1 statement in short: I am silly and I only had myself to blame...In the end, is me who choose this path and i got to clear my own shit?! wtf!!! who in the F**king position can affect me so much! I nv hate him, i mean he can still be a friend if he wan to but i feel i should or someone should at least be partly responsible toward such a situation... and yes, I F**king need help ok! Come on, if i have so much cash, would I be troubled over my family issue? use yr brain! Call me a bitch call me unreasonable call me loser but yes, he should bear half of the pain i have!

But well, he is always the "smarter" one, tactfully agree to my request but ugly-ly use "statement" to judge me... I might be wrong since he say : "no no i dun mean it this way...blah blah...is over and u going to have a new life soon blah blah" Ok tell u frankly, I am affected by the "rubbish" u say and i am not going to f**king care if u mean it or not! I rather find other mean for the $$ then letting u "insult" me! And YES, u are OUT OF MY LIFE! And congrat to u! U succeeded your "objective"